penishole:

Having a boy that when you’re upset, you can just call him up and he’ll come over and talk to you and listen to you rant about whatever is on your mind and he automatically makes everything better just by being there for you. When you’re horny, he’ll come over and have passionate, intimate sex with you, knowing exactly what pleases you the most. And when you’re lonely, he’ll come over and watch movies, cuddle, and just lay there with you all night and never let you go.

sometimes i wish i could just blurt out what i really wanna say to you other than keeping it in and not saying anything. You push me into shit i dont wanna do like getting back with you….BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. Nothing’s changed and i was guna break it off with you the next day…did i do it?? fuck no. Instead i just figured i would let this go and see how we end up. How’s that workin for me? SHITTYYYYYY!!! How’s it workin for you?? Oh just fuckin great!! Everyone tells me to get rid of you and i want to but then again ive been through so much with you so how can i just get rid of you out of my life….you’ve been my best friend since 1st grade so it just sucks. We used to be the cutest couple with no problems, no bickering, nothing. We were practically perfect and then it all went to hell. Why does that shit have to happen?? I thought you would be my husband but wasnt that dumb to think. I realize im young and shouldnt be thinking of marriage but you were my first love so of course i thought id be with you forever. I wish things were how they used to be…i miss my first love: loving, caring, never rude to me, made me smile just by looking at me. And i hate what you have become: an asshole who doesnt give two shits about anybody but himself cuz you wanted to be care free after we broke up. You’re rude to me and you never compliment me even when i try my hardest to be something you would automatically be like ‘wow you look beautiful i cant believe your mine’. Why is that so hard for you to say to me?? With how long you’ve known me and all the stuff we’ve been through together you cant even tell me i look pretty especially knowing i hate the way i look…I wish you could be my prince charming again but i really dont see that happening. All you are now is a bumb who has no direction for your life other than getting a motorcycle with the imaginary money you have since you dont have a job. I wish you would grow up and do something with your life instead of complaining how your back hurts or your arms hurt or how your mom wont give you gas money cuz you dont have a fucking job..I say get off your god damn ass and do something about it. Dont be such a lazy fuck and let life pass you by cuz if you keep on doing what your doing now im guna be gone REAL quick and for good..what i have to say to you is FUCK OFF AND STOP SMOTHERING ME!

i wish the world could stop for a day so i could catch up on my own life instead of dealing with everyone elses.